Save me twice, What the hell happened. (Mi's side of the story)

Save me twice


It took me a long time to loosen my grip on Esmee and to prise open my tightly closed eyes against the world but when I did I realised somehow they had managed to transfer me from the clinic room to the ECA. Some how they had judged I was worse then usual more of a threat, and I suppose in a way I was. The fact that I cant remember the nauseating face down lift to the clinic room proved that. Had I really now lost my mind? Sophie had never been so real, so alluring, so completely terrifying that I had lost my very presence as a person on planet earth. Sophie had consumed me completely. Esmee somehow had brought me back but still I was scared what if she came back? What if she couldn’t save me twice.
What the hell happened
About five minutes Emmet Swiped his card hey in the ECA door and slipped walked in carrying my pyjamas and Mr hop. I scooted a little bit further away from Esmee as he watched me with interest so only the tips of my fingertips stayed in contact with hers. I was still not brave enough to let go completely. Still not convinced that she was they only thing that was stopping me going crazy.

“How is she?” Emmet asked Esmee setting my belongings down in the corner of the room. “Is she responsive yet? She looks a little better?”


“She hasn’t spook since she has been in the clinic room but she isn’t screaming any more and she is slowly letting go of me now. What ever was frightening her has seemed to have gone now. I haven’t tried to get her to talk to me yet so I am not sure she can or want’s to here us. Have you managed to get hold of doctor Jordan?”


“He is just finishing up at the general hospital but he will come over as soon as he can. He told me to keep her contained in the ECA and keep her at an arms length observation with at least two people in the room with her until he gets back. He isn't sure what happened and needs us to be extra carefule"


“I don’t think that will be all that heard. She hasn’t let go of me yet look her fingers are still touching mine now I’m no sure what she will do if I pull away.”


“Is she hurting you?” Emmet’s voice suddenly went from work mode to frantic full of concern for his wife and her safety.


“Of course she isn’t. I don’t think she has tried to hurt me. She landed a few swips when i was carrying her up here but they wearnt directed at me."


“Then let her stay close for now.” Emmet said the relief in his voice evident.


“I am worried about her Emmet,” Esmee said looping her fingers through mine and sighing. “It looked like she some kind of psychotic brake.”


“I know my love it was scary and I am worried about her to. She has come to far to lose her self now.” Emmet sighed crouching down and picking up Mr Hop into one of his giant hands before coming over and placing it into my lap
“I know we aren’t meant to let her have it but if it makes her feel any safer right now I just don’t care.” Esmee nodded glumly and squeezed my hand a little tighter.


Oh good god what the Hell had I done? Was it really possable i had actually lost my mind?