Either my self esteme is shot or i am now completly talentless. I miss when i could bring Esmee to life properly. She is just so important for me to be missing up like this. Alas i can do no better.
Sorry bad chapter ahead...
Silly nonsense
“She’s soundo,”
I smiled a few moments later after I took enough deep breaths to look back at
my mother again. She didn’t sleep at all last night best let her get some now.”
“What about
her snack? She shouldn’t skip her food should she? “After you got out of that
place skipping food time really used to freak you out.” My mother said gently
moving off of the bed next to Mi and getting to her feet before she very gently
pulled the cover up over Mi’s body and tucked them in under her chin like she
would still do to me if she had half the chance. She had met Mi for about two
hours and something inside her had sparked like it had inside of me the first time
I met her. On the surface it seemed obvious that Mi was nothing important. For
my mother Emmet and myself it was like somehow we had discovered one of the
most important people in the world and we were her protectors.
“She had
missed it anyway. I was pushing it really late when I mentioned it to her. I
should have made her had it at the unit before she came but I didn’t know what
was best. I made a mistake and I will e the one to do the paper work for it. I
will make sure she wakes up for lunch which is in less than an hour anyway. I’m
going to make it up for all of us, It’s only some soup and bread but it will
still be hard for her and it will be a lot easier on her if we are all eating, I
smiled at my mum which she returned.” Her lips turned up at the very corners as
she came over to me and put her hand on my shoulder, leading me to the door in
Mi’s room.
“I’m sorry
kitten I will never get it,” My mum smiled even though there was a sort of sad
tone in her voice.
“Get what?”
“How Eating a
bowl of soup could be so hard. It’s just eating kitten, everybody in the world
does it. There should be no moral issue involved. It just is. I’m just glad you
got all that silly nonsense out of your head a long time ago.”
Silly
nonsense…
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