Sophie's instructions. (Mi's side)

Sophie’s instructions.
“Mia how exactly do you think crying is going to help! They don’t care if you cry they just want to make you fat fight them off don’t let them do it to you!”
No No No.” I shouted wriggling my body so hard up against Esmee’s arms that I thought my ribs might actually crack under the pressure as Esmee tightened her grip on me and braced her my back closer up against her body. I thrashed out my legs trying to kick Emmet in the crouch which he elegantly ducked and carried on syringing the cloudy liqued down the tube in my nose.

“I don’t fucking want it!” I yelled violently trying to shake my head away from him but Esmee some how had managed to stop me from moving my head as well.

“I don’t want it! I don’t want it.” I screamed again so loudly the nose became raspy in the back of my throat and it felt so sore it felt like there was someone in there with glass slashing at it. “I don’t want it!” I sobbed struggling once more before coming to rest in her arms again, the huge tear drops splattered on my red face along with the snot and the dribble. I looked like a three year old having a tantrum or a three year old that had just fell off of her bike and everything hurt them. The problem was the desperation and the pain was the same I needed them to stop like the three year old needed the new doll and I hurt like I had just fallen off of my bike and grazed all of my knees.

“Shhhh, Shhhh. It Ok it all right honey it will be over soon. Just focus on my voice and take deep breaths.” Esmee soothed into my ear trying to calm me down trying to make the pain go away and I wanted to listen I wanted to stop fighting but I told Sophie that I would do anything and I meant it. I had to stop them making me fat.
“Mia every minute you rest they are making you fatter you cow! Do you want to get even fatter! No one will love you when you are fat Mia! Try harder much, much, much harder.”

I struggled again not wanting to let down Sophie not wanting her to leave me but once again I failed to get away from Esmee and Emmet they where just to strong for me.

“There to strong!” I wailed out loud to Sophie before I could stop it. I was tired and terrified and I didn’t know what else I could do.
“Mia you are a bad person, you should be able to fight them away if you really wanted to be thin you would but if you are to week to be thin think of the other way. That tube goes into your stomach idiot, puke it up. Go on do it now right over both of them that will teach them top try and make you fat! Or are you to scared fat little piggy. Do you like being so fat! Do you like being so ugly!”