I scream for them (mi's side)

MI

I scream for them

The room kept spinning madly around in front of me as I tried to grip onto anything with my unresponsive hands. I was half awake now but it felt like they had given me enough sedative to put down a rhino and not just to help me sleep as I they had promised. I had no idea how long I had been in this dizzy haze but new whenever I became to alert a nurse came in and injected the same drug into the back of my hand making everything blur then fade again until I woke up to the same swirling of colours and echoed sounds. Every time I cusped conciseness I grasped around for Esmee or Emmet but every time I became aware of the fact that they where never there any more the same scream tried to bursts its way out of my lips in a shallow protest to regain what I had lost when Esmee went running out the door, but inside I new no protest would bring them back to me but I went on screaming any way if only to get the sedative I had so desperately tried to avoid in the past, for I had come to learn that at lest when I was sleeping I could recall their faces exactly.