Breathing, Only lesser nurses have bladders (Mi's side)

Breathing

Mi

The thing I was most aware of was my breathing. I realised I was going to fast and I realised I was probably making in sound harsher then It had to be, I realised that the breathing was probably the reason why every one of my fingers where in spasm and my legs where burning with crap and above it all and maybe the most importantly I realised that though it felt like I couldn’t breath I actually could and if I tried really heard to breath normally I probably could but there was something sick about the pain it caused me. Something sick yet pleasurable something about it made everything real to feel. For the first time the outside of me felt as disorder as the constant panic attacks that was within.

“All right, it’s OK. Slow, deep breaths, Slow, slow.” Doctor Jordan said speaking softly and very controlled as he took a seat back down on the edge of my bed while he took a small black mobile out of his pocket before pressing a few numbers and holding it up to his ear.

Only Lesser nurses have bladders

Esmee

Is it too much to ask for a damn bathroom break!” I groaned accusingly as the main office phone as it sprang into life as soon as I beeped my self into the office to get an induction folder and consent for admission forms that Ruby needed to sign. It was also a good excuse to use the bathroom as well but as always the telephone call sounded urgent and I was the only one in the office that could answer it. Apparently only lesser nurses had bladders.

“Hello, Apple gate house Y.P.U Esmee Bear speaking how may I help you” Hello Apple gate house, Esmee speaking, make it quick before I pee on the floor.

“Hello Esmee it’s Nick Jordan.”

“What is it Nick, I’m dealing with the Jinx admission can it wait?” I scowled at the phone; if I knew it was him I would have ignored the phone.

“Not really, I need a nurse, kind of quickly, I Left My RRA in my office.” Crap

“Where are you Nick, are you OK? How big a team do you need?”

“Just you would be helpful, or anyone else. Can you come up to Tranquillity, it’s not a huge emergency but I think this would be more suited to your talents to deal with (this is nurses work) and I can’t leave Mi alone right now.” Double crap

“Is she hurt Nick, do I need to call the Paramedics?” I asked franticly my hand claming around the phone. In a way I had been expecting something to happen, she was still depressed and her BPD was still miles bigger then she was yet she had been self harm three for over a month something had to give soon.

“No, no, she is doing remarkably well just get here when you can.”

“I’m on my way.”