Going out (Mi's side)

Going out

“Your just a big softy.” I accused smiling at Emmet as he flicked the pages back over to my current drawing of Bella and Alice and smiled again.

“I think Bella would like that.” Emmet confirmed nodding his head in improvements as he examined the paper one more time.

“Too bad she will never see it I suppose.” I groaned back, finally talking the sketch book off of Emmet and flipping the cover over. It hurt to look at Bella for to long after the remainder set in that I would actually never see her again. That she wouldn’t grow up or get married like she dreamed off so much. All she ever wanted was to find a twilight ending of her own. For someone to love her as much as Alice Cullen loved Jasper. I told myself that such love didn’t exist bust she believed in it with all her heart and there was a part of me that was also coming around to the idea of a pure higher love as well. Emmet defiantly loved Esmee like that and in return Esmee loved him, and then there was me, I loved… I loved… him.

“the unit for once has enough staff to cover our current client load and I have a spear couple of hours where I’m not meant to be doing anything; I also have a pass for you to leave the unit for a bit. You want to come out for a bit with me? I know a great arts and crafts superstore where we could get you some lovely things to help with your drawing,” Emmet Smiled standing up from my bed and holding out an arm to help me up with which I took smoothing down the top Esmee had got me not so long ago. She had bought me so much over my time in the unit and she never let me pay her the money back. I knew as well as she did if she ever go caught she would be in no world of trouble but she wouldn’t listen to me. I kept telling my self I would spoil Mia when I was living with them to pay her back in a round about way. Not even Esmee had the power to deny her daughter of toys that someone else bought for her.

“You have no idea how much I would like that,” I confirmed, before grabbing a jumper and my coat for the side of my room and following Emmet down the stairs and out of the unit into the great yet scary outside world.