Conversations with Sophie (Mi's side)

I do not have an eating disorder so i can not pretend i know anything about it but i would imagine that this chapter will be very very triggering and upseting to any one that has. please me EXTRA safe with your self befor reading this.
thank you.



Conversations with Sophie

“I told you this would happen Mia. I told you! You stopped listening to me and now look! Look at your body look at that fat! I told you I would make you thin but you gave in! So tell me how it feels! Tell me how it feels to me so fat.”

“ not good.”


“You bought this on your self of course Mia. You ate all that food. I told you what you could eat! I told you how many calories you could have and you didn’t listen to me! I told you no more then 250 a day but you throw that in my face and you ate! You ate you fat ugly cow!"

“Sophie, I am sorry.”


“I was your only friend Mia, I told you that. I was the only one you could trust. I was going to make you thin and beautiful and perfect. I was going to make people love you again but who could love you now who could love all that fat?"

“What about Emmet and Esmee?”


“Don’t make me laugh! You think they really care about you? They don’t care about you Mia. Look what they have done to you! They are the ones that have made you this fat! They are the ones the undone all are hard work. You would of made it with me. We would of got there, now look at you. You fat little piggy. I should leave you and then you would be alone, then you would have no one!”

“Sophie no I am really sorry. Please don’t leave me! I will try harder! I will do whatever you want me to do!”


“Well there is no use crying now you stupid fat cow! You are the one that did all the damage. You are the one that let them feed you! You are the one that opened that fat little gob of yours and swallowed all of that stuff! I told you not to I told you to throw it up but you never listened to me and now you are fat! I should let you get even bigger !”

“No! No! I will never not listen to you again Sophie. I will do anything you want me to do just help me get thin! Help me please! Don’t leave me I will do anything you want me to do.”


“Including Emmet and Esmee? Will you betray them for me? I can’t help you when they are there Mia. It is me or them. Will you hurt them Mia. What will you do to be thin? There can’t be any one else Mia. I am your only friend in the world you can’t trust any one but me to help you.”

“I will hurt them! I will do anything. They are nothing compared to you. You are my only friend. You are the only one I can trust.”


“Good girl Mia. I will help you I will make you perfect and pretty and I will make you thin you fat cow.”

“Thank you.”


“Well you better way sort your self out . Lets make this the last period you have. I will make you thin starting now. No breakfast for the fat piggy. Do what ever you can but not one calorie must pass your lips. Not for a long time. I will tell you when you can eat again. You must remember Mia no food taste as good as thin feels.”

“I know. I won’t lat you down again.”