(Esmee) More then one dies in this suicide (Mi's side)

more then one dies in this suicide.

“Esmee. Stop or I will stop you.” Emmet growled at my from the door bracing his body in the kitchen door way to stop him charging at me. Was he really giving me the Unit show down talk? Was he really warning me that he would restrain me like a child?

“You try and restrain me Emmet and I will counteract it twice as quick. I am not one of the kids. I know everything you will throw at me.”

“I know that. why do you think I am still standing here I am going to try something different. I am going to talk you out of it..
Esmee. From what I remember, charcoal tastes something like a mixture of baby sick, saw dust and goat piss mixed in with gone off milk to add the texture. The drip makes you feel like you are so heavy you are falling through the world beneath your feet and you feel so sick you can’t even raise your head to puke the ten times a minute that you need to do so mostly it just sticks to you face as you barley aim for then bowel that had been propped under your chin. Of course then there is the psyceatric assessment and if you are really lucky maybe you could get a place in Elm grove lodge truly get a feel for what it is like to be a patient again, because oh yeah you will be but don’t worry Esmee I here they have a lovely family room where I can bring Mia to see her mummy for an hour a week! Though I am not sure what I am going to say to bobby when he has to be sent away because we lost are licence. Or how I will support us both when you lose your job.” Emmet shouted the tears streaming down over his cheeks that he didn't even try to hide away.
 “Oh and one last thing! If you do die I hope there is room up there for two because you can believe what you want Esmee but I know my own heart! There is no way I would continue to exist if you didn’t! More then one will die in this suicide!”