Silly girl
“I’m sorry what?” Emmet asked shaking me off of his shoulder while turning his body so he could look at me. His eyes seemed hurt like I had just turned around d and told him that I had an affair with another block.
“Don’t look at me like that. It looks like I have done something wrong.”
“You have!” Emmet shouted more loudly then I think he intended to; he seemed shocked with him self.
“What?” I stuttered confused. “How is the fact that I got adopted my fault?” I asked shaking my head confused. I felt my anger burning somewhere deep inside of my self. He always told me that I could tell him anything yet when I did he reacted this way. Frustrated I snapped the elastic band around my wrist twice.
“You never told me! I have been married to you for five years, been your boyfriend for seven, known you for ten yet you decided not to tell me something so important!”
“How’s it important to you?” I shouted
“It is important to you! By default I find it important too. Why don’t you get that you silly girl!”
The tears sprang into my eyes suddenly as the last words to slip from his lips ripped through my body just like he had actually spitted a mouth full of tiny blades all over me at a hundred miles an hour. The blades got every bit of skin, every organ, every bone before finishing off with my soul. Was that really he saw me too? After all these years trying to become something, trying to stop those words from intimidating me and haunting me he was going to shout me down with the same sentence that used to be uttered to me all the time; The same sentence that used to drive me insane.
Why did you say that? Silly girl
Why do you think that? Silly girl
Why are you doing that? Silly girl
Silly girl
Silly girl
Silly girl
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