white to black (Mi's side)

White to black

“Wow, wow.” Esmee shouted springing to catch me before my body hit down to the ground with the thump I was expecting.

“I’m Ok I’m all right, don’t worry about me.” I said hurriedly trying to shake her off as well as trying to get myfeet not to buckle against my own weight as I tried to support my self, this wasn’t meant to be about my self; this was for once meant to be about saving Esmee and I couldn’t even pull that off with any successes.

“Yep I can tell you are fine, just the small fact that you can’t support your own body weight have a chest full of half mended broken ribs, two lugs that keep collapsing in on them self’s at any given minute like a badly put up tent and an O2 sat that is dropping more every second that you are vertical and major surgery on your wrists and abdomen now lie the hell back down!” Esmee shouted overpowering my protests, pushing my body back down to the bed and dragging my legs back up so I was lying flat again,
“You lie bloody still and you get better I don’t want any more shit from you!” Esmee yelled angrily her face going a deep shade of red her eyes alight with a red twinge that I had only ever seen in my mothers eyes before.
“You have no idea what you did! You told me you where fine and in the same fucking hour I am dragging your drowned body out the bath and braking all your fucking ribs as your blood pisses all over the bathroom floor!”

“Esmee that is enough!” Emmet roared jumping to his feet and grabbing her by the shoulders spinning her around so she was looking at him. Her whole body shook with a fury that I had never seen in her before, her breathing was coming in short angry burst through her nose. I had broken the unbreakable, made an angel fall, turned the white swan to black and lost my only hope in one ill thought out sentence and yet that in it’s self seemed ridicules I had put her through so much more before.

“She want’s out so much let her do it I don’t care!”

“GET OUT NOW!” Emmet roared louder forcibly removing Esmee to the door by her shoulders and pushing her out but the sentence had all ready been said and my heart had all ready been obliterated into a million tiny bits, she had once saved me from total abyss yet now she had sent me back right into the depths of hell.