Wrapped up tight (Mi's side)

Wrapped up tight

I wanted to do so many things but didn’t know which one of them was for the best so in the end I settled for the only one that I couldn’t actually control and screamed sobbing as my whole body reacted to the agony inside, I arched my back uncomfortably like an angry cat and curled my legs up into my chest just to try and keep my self together but I new I would fail, I now new that I would fall apart and it would be the most agonising pain that I had ever felt, losing Esmee was like losing Arabella she was as important a person in my life and losing her wasn’t something I would survive.

“Mi, oh my little thing.” Emmet soothed abandoning the chair next to my bed so he could sit down next to me. I was vaguely aware of him trying to move me out of the ball I had tucked my self into but I wouldn’t budge an inch so instead he rubbed my back in fast rhythmic circles.

“Your going to be OK, I know this really hurts OK but it will pass and you will be OK.”

“I am falling apart!” I sobbed unable to except what he said “I have nothing left to hold on to now, and everything is just falling away so fast, so, so fast!”

“ I am right here, you can hold on to me, I promise you I am strong and even if you do I won’t brake.” Emmet said in his smooth musical voice, it was surprising that it could be heard above my sobbing but it always had been before as it was now; it was like he had his own special frequency in my head.

“I’m not strong enough to hold on!”

“Then trust me one more time Mi and let me do the holding.” Emmet whispered lowering his body down next to mine so he was almost laid on the bed before he wrapped his arms tightly around my body pulling my in close to him making it almost impossible to move which in a way helped make me feel more secure, after all if I was going to free fall it would hurt a lot les if I was wrapped up tight.