To important to forget (Mi's side)

To important to forget

“All right, you’re doing well.” Emmet said gently as my lunch rushed up into my mouth and expelled it’s self into the dish that was held in front of me by Emmet. He had told me it was going to make me feel better but he had no idea just how bad it was and still my now empty stomach churned around and around in on it’s self Making it feel like I wanted to try to bring up all of my internal organs as well.

“I’m sorry Kiddo.” Emmet said gently to me as Esmee took the bowl of vomit off of Emmet in her gloved hand and took it over to the little bathroom at the side running the water as she tipped the vomit down the loo and flushed it away.

“I didn’t know you were hiding that in there, if we did either myself or Esmee would of checked it.” Emmet whispered gently stroking his thumb over the back of my hand that I squeezed as hard as I could. I knew he was trying to be comforting but it actually made no difference to me who had opened the box, I would of tried to have grabbed it from any of them who had tried to have broke that seal because I knew what lied within there, a long line of memories that hurt every time they entered into my head.

“”Doesn’t matter,” I chocked out through my scratchy throat trying to clear everything out of my head and for a moment I almost wished I could have been back in the hospital, so all I had to do was scream my head off to make the pain go, to make the memories bleed out into gray swirling before eventually I felt nothing at all.

“It certainly does matter Mi.” Emmet disagreed shaking his head. “A very sensitive situation was handled in very insensitive way and that Isn’t OK.”

“I tried to forget,” I moaned pressing my fingers into my eyes in a vain attempt to make the image go away “I tried to forget him like the rest of them but he’s still there.” I whispered staring down at the texture of the ground below me trying to stop the tears that filled inside my eyes from falling

“I don’t think that you can forget it.” Emmet said gently placing his hand on the top of my leg. “Some things are just too important.”