A new feeling (Mi's side)

I'm sorry it has been so long since i updated, a mixture of writers block and a small addiction to playing the Sims 3 (Probably shouldn't of admitted that) anyhow enjoy!!

A new feeling

Realising what Conner had said I got to my feet forgetting the fact that I had been pretending to be asleep and ran out the door after him into the corridor.

“Wow Mi wait up red observations remember!” Edward shouted scrambling to his feet to run after me,

“I’m not doing anything Edward I just have to see him, just catch me up!” I yelled running up the corridor and grabbing Conner by the arm making him spin round to look at me.

“Are you mad Conner?” I asked laughing in a confused way shaking my head,

“Well, obviously.” Conner laughed gesturing around him to the scenery of the mental hospital that we both called home for one reason or another. “None of us are here because we are sane are we?

“Yes well no, well yes, well! Oh hell that isn’t what I meant!” I shouted throwing my hands up into the air in my frustration before slamming my hands down against my legs; why did everything always have to be complicated.

“What I mean,” I said taking a deep breath to try and centre my floating brain “What I mean is you…you said… I was beautiful.” I stuttered looking down at the floor unable to look up into his milk chocolate brown eyes that had always held me there before. “You said I was too good for you. That is what makes you insane because that isn’t right I’m not good enough for anyone Conner and I’m really not beautiful.”

“You are the most beautiful thing I have ever set my eyes on.” Conner admitted looking down at the floor as I looked up to see him; are eyes skimming over each others “The most stunning amazing person and I have always felt it ever since I set my eyes on you, but I have never been able to tell you, I mean how can I when you are so amazing and I am just…well, me.

“I think you’re amazing too.” I said slowly the same fluttering feeling taking over my chest as it always had done when he had looked at me before. I had always put it down to the fact that I thought he wanted to kill me but now I understood it more; it was because he stirred something deep within me; something that I had never felt; something that I just couldn’t understand but before I knew it, it was being explained to me.