No good byes (Mi's side)

No good byes
“Ava is friends with me OK Mi. Esmee and my self see her lots out side of work as well and she baby sits for little Mia all of the time and you know she means the world to us. She wont hurt you.” Emmet encouraged gently placing the oxygen mask back over my face again.
“Can you tell me why you are crying so much? Esmee said you where quite anxious last night but you didn’t seem upset, what changed?”

She left and I was abandoned that is what changed. I went to sleep and she disappeared like so many other things in my life, one minute they where there and the next minute they where gone. Most where OK, most of them I could live though most of them kicked me in the chest once and it was over with but this was like being repeatedly ran over by a car. The thought that I might not see her again that there where no good byes…

I struggled out of the mask and dry heaved into my hands the muscles in my stomach contracting into my thought. Me legs bracing them self’s up against my chest.

“OK Mi can we try and get you sitting up I don’t want you chocking if you are sick.” Emmet soothed putting his hands under my elbows and rocking me to an upright position making my head spin and black dots explode in front of my eyes making me sway forward as I fainted for half a second.
“Wow Ok maybe that was a bad idea. Emmet said as he caught me by the shoulders and my head snapped back in the opposite direction my eyes breathily rolling inside my head.
“Ok Mi I am going to lay you back down again if you think your going to be sick let us know though OK, and I really want you to try and let me keep this on your face it will really help." He reassured gently lying me back down and pulling me to my side facing him before he pressed the oxygen back to my face coving my mouth and nose.
“You have got your self in a right state my dear.” He said gently pulling my hair back out of my face so he could look directly into my eyes which made me close them his eyes where too kind it felt like they burned me.

“Have you got this Emmet?” I am meant to be doing morning med and I am all ready late.” Ava asked

“Yeah that’s no problem.”


“I am meant to be CCTV as well.” Edward said timidly.

“I’m fine here, I am free for a couple of hours now.” Emmet answered. “If I need you I will just dance for the camera.” Emmet laughed.

“If your sure I am sure I can get someone to cover.” Edward offered his hand coming to rest on the small of my back again.
“It’s fine. I am free for a couple of hours and then I’m doing the green obs, which will include Mi here I think Doctor Jordan said if every one was happy I could green her to 10 minutes at 11 and get out of here.”