Green eyed monster (Emmet's side)

OK just a bit more from Emmet's side here i have been neglecting the poor man

Green eyed monster
As Mia’s protest from her nursery got louder it was almost as if the sound drew the daemons out from inside of Esmee, like somehow Mia screaming had been as good as dragging the razor across her skin and though she didn’t move to get Mia she seemed calm now like nothing inside her was testing her any more.

“Can you get her?” Esmee finally asked me blinking rapidly like somehow she was just walking up from where she had been. “I know she is shouting for me but I am not really in the best state to get her.” Esmee said again calmly as she pressed a slightly trembling hand on top of the wound on her leg that had started bleeding again.

“I can go,” I confirmed still amazed at how she had gone from where she was to this in the space of seconds; it seemed to good to be true.

“Are you going to be OK?” I asked at the door struggling with me self to leave, I had no idea what she was going to do with her self and a part of me wanted to stay, little Mia would cry her self back to sleep eventually, we where not normally in the practise of self soothing With Mia mostly because none of us could with stand the sound of her sobbing for longer then a few moments but here it almost seemed like a good idea to let her cry it out; especially if the other option was for Esmee to bleed it out

“I will be OK Em. I seem to be OK now, it’s Mia she dose these things to me.” Esmee said almost confused as me as she started to wipe blood off of her leg with a soft white tissue I smiled and at her and left towards Mia’s nursery. I was glad Esmee was OK, I was glad their was something out their that would make her see all the hope when she thought she had lost it but there was still one problem, it seemed so stupid but it was true I was jealous and hurt, why couldn’t I be that person.