Ditto (Mi's side)

Ditto
“That doesn’t give me much hope to be honest.” I moaned bleakly rubbing my eyes with my hands as the sun got it them. “I will be on suicide watch forever.”

“You got to stop trying to off your self Mi, I don’t know you all that well it’s true but you seem like a really cool kind of girl. Issues yeah, but any one who says they haven’t got a few of those deserves to be in the room right next to use because they are deluded. Every one has their own private wars that they fight, why are you trying to kill the only person that can truly fight your corner?” Summer asked curiously letting her arms come to a rest beside her eyes scanning the aertex in the ceiling and smiling at something only she could see.

“I am more against me than any one else. These days people are mostly trying to save me.”

“How about throwing them a rope then? Giving them a helping hand?”

“Have you never felt like giving up Summer?”

“ Of course, how do you think I came to end up in here? I polished off a couple packets of pain killers and washed them down with vodka. You have no judgment from me Mi I’m just thinking aloud really. It just seems so funny how so many people would be happy to kill themselves but devastated if any one else did the same thing. Suicide is terrible unless you’re the one attempting it apparently.”

“I truly can’t believe you would try and commit suicide Summer. Your just fantastic.” I said allowing my self to smile as I place my hand on Summers Knee.

“Ditto.”