Warming up
“I was just checking on how things are going I heard Emmet gently say from the corner of my room a few moments later as I tried to get my body to behave it self condemning it for letting me down so badly in almost every way there was but of course it could do more. It could always make the unbearable worse and it had every intention to as I felt my stomach lurch towards my mouth for the second time that morning.
“I was just wondering if Mi would be joining us for…. … Wowah Ok honey all right.” Emmet said leaping across the room at me as he saw me roll my body off of the bed with one hand over my mouth while searching franticly with my other one for the cardboard bowls that had come to reside on bed side table. I would have normally tried to have got to the bathroom but I knew there was no way I was going to make it there in time so used the second best option I had
“Ok, it’s all right,” Emmet said again locating the dish before I did and holing it under my mouth just in time before the familiar bile hit the bottom of it covering his had in the process making me want to hide in a very black hole even though as was usual he made no fuss over it at all.
“I don’t think we’re going to make breakfast.” Esmee said to Emmet Gently As he swapped the bowl in his hand for a new one and rubbed my back gently as I dry heaved.
“I can see that,” Emmet said, “Do you want to go and just let them know that Mi won’t be attending and then maybe pop to the clinic room to get Mi’s Anti sickness PRN and some more bowls. Also I think and urgent note needs to be left with Dr. Jordan, I don’t know about you but I am nit happy with what I am seeing here.”
“Yeah I can do that, I also have to sort a few things out my self but I won’t be long. You’re doing fine OK my love.” Esmee said gently directing the last bit to me before she squeezed my shoulder tight with one had and then disappeared out of my room.
“You feeling a bit better hon?” Emmet asked a few moments later as my dry heaving decreased and he lowered the bowl down to my lap and I nodded to answer him before gingerly moving my hand across so it was sat on the top of his knee. I felt better and worse all at the same time when I was touching him but at least it was something alone there was only the numb depression.
“Want a hug?” Emmet asked gently smiling out the corner of his lips at me and I nodded twice before he lifted up his arm and I scooted in under in snuggling In close to his cheat closing my eyes against the beat of heart allowing my self to smile gently as his body began to warm mine up from the icy pit it had frozen in.
I want to hug Mi.
ReplyDeleteYes i feel a lot like hugging mi to and i'm the one that makes her up. There again i would quite like an Emmet or Esmee to give me some hugs as well.
ReplyDeleteI have been in Mi's posistion like she is right now and it is the pit of hell. Unfortantly my psyc was a lot like Dr Jordan and a hell of a lot of the nurses were Mini Crystals! ha ha ha. So when i threw uo i got told to clean it up suck it up and got dressed up like i was the nurses rag doll! Hell i could have so done with a few more nurses like Emmet and Esmee. My five moths in the psyc unit might not of fucked me up so much then, well hay ho! Life goes on!