Smashed apart

Smashed apart


Some might find this a little up setting so be safe
I wanted to scream and Inside I did but out side I sat shell shocked pulling my self into a ball with my eyes squeezed tightly shut against what I had just witnessed, hoping that maybe I was still caught somewhere in the middle of my nightmare and o had never woken up at all.

The RRA’S where the first thing I heard, two of them beeping annoyingly against each others suggesting the Emmet and Esmee had both set them off at the same time and then after that came the screaming again. Arabella’s screaming meaning that her tumble with fait hadn’t killed her out right at least but even with all the safety gear on - that I now thanked god for - there was a good chance that she had hurt her self which was also confirmed as Emmet’s booming voice shouted over the screaming to the people who had all ready responded to the still ringing RRA’s.

“We need to stop her moving,” Emmet shouted “and someone keep that damn leg still, we are dealing with an open fracture here! Someone call an ambulance and get the sedation!”

“Arabella! Arabella!” I heard Esmee take over her voice far more harsher then it normally was “You need to keep very still! I mean it! Very still do you here me?” There was more screaming and more crashing as more and more nurses pilled in to perform the delicate restraint. How could I have caused this to happen? She may have been being humiliated before I so stupidly intervened but at least she was safe, at lest with there hyper sensitive approach they hadn’t allowed her to tumble to such a serious injury and yet when I tried to help, tried to do what I though would be better for her I landed up smashing her in pieces literally.

“You stupid idiotic man Emmet!” I heard someone snarl from the commotion that sounded like Jacob, “I new you where soft in the head and all but letting that girl control the situation you where just being a down right …”

“Hay!” I heard Esmee growl over the top of everything her voice more dangerous and dark then I thought could have been possible for someone with as much beauty and warmth as she normally had “You lay off of him now!”

Sobbing now from the destruction I caused I pulled my self to my feet and ran back down the corridor with my head in my hands before turning into dream and slamming the door behind me before slivering in underneath the bed and curling my self up as small as I could go pressing my hands up over my ears rocking my self from side to side counting loudly between sobs and the thunderous beating of my heart.