Lost trust (Emmets side)

Lost trust

I instantly hated my self more then I hated Crystal as Mi’s sobbing became harder and she shot her tear filled eyes up to look at me and though them I could see everything she was thinking, she didn’t see me putting her in the ECA as a way to help but a way to hurt her, in fact she saw it as the devastating blow she had been protecting her self from and as she looked away practically howling I new any miner trust I had had disappeared.

“Please, please!” Mi begged suddenly pulling hard against Crystal’s arms more to feel the pain of it then to brake free, “I won’t do anything. I wasn’t trying to attack Crystal, I wouldn’t even dream of it!” Mi cried.

My heart squeezed tight in my chest and it took all my effort to stop me from turning around and saying that I new she wasn’t trying to hurt her and even if she was I would of got out a banner and balloons and egged her on but I valued my job to much to throw it away like that; after all would it wouldn’t really help Mi In the long run, if I wasn’t there I couldn’t look after her and something inside of me truly felt like I had to if I never did anything else again.

“You should sedate her Emmet; she is completely uncontrorollable and volatile,”

“You should get back on your broomstick and fly back to OZ before I chuck bucket of water over you”

“I don’t think she needs sedating Crystal I growled once again glad that I out ranked her so she couldn’t go over my head. “In fact you could probably un-restrain her now.” I added hoping fear of repercussions would somehow make Crystal listen to me but she seemed to be having too much fun to care.

“Let’s get her to the ECA first.” Crystal answered getting to her feet dragging Mi along with her and almost choking her in the processes and with that my temper frayed.

“Crystal!” I sapped taking my hands off of Mi’s legs and clenching them into fists to try and steady my anger, she new Mi was new she new that there was no way she would no of are protocol for getting are patients to the ECA when they where considered out of control she was trying to hurt her and she had all ready been hurt far to much to be abused somewhere she would be safe. I would give Crystal another dressing down later and lodge a complaint.

“Mi this is going to be very hard for you to let us do but no one will hurt you OK, I’m sorry” I said gently cupping my hand around her face but she pulled away still sobbing while my heart broke