(Esmee) Yes you are (Mi's side)

Yes you are

“Can I throw a few symptoms in the air then if you can’t tell me and maybe you can tell me wither you are experiencing them, all you have to do is say yes or no.” Dr Carter asked making the flash back pop in my head like something from a cartoon as he brought me back to my current situation.

I nodded signalling I would answer his questions as honestly as I could even though something inside of me screamed at myself just to run for the door before he looked it on me again; I was two big to fit into a nook behind a desk any more.

“Do you fell unhappy?” Doctor Carter asked just as I had almost persuaded my self to make a dive across the floor and out of the door however something about his question chased any thoughts of fleeing away and I answered in a small voice.

“Yes,”

“Do you feel unhappy a lot of the time?”

“Yes.”

“Do you find your self crying for no reason a lot?

“Yes,” I practically hissed.

“Are you …”

“Oh come off it you know as well as I do that I’m bloody well depressed!” I shouted something inside of me clicking as I heard the list of my stupid symptoms reeled of in a list, they seemed so stupid when they where being said like that, like it could all be cured by just a good night sleep and buying a fluffy kitten when in reality it felt like the end of the world nearly every day; like inside you where dying over and over again or you where trapped in a nightmare with no way of making your self wake up.

“Yes you are.”