(Esmee) A brand new day (Mi's side)

Ok really bad chapter here. I officaly have writers block again. great. What i would normaly do it swao sides for a bit and work on the other one. The only problem is i have writers block on that side too. Fantastic. More soon, hopefully slightly more exciting too. Sorry everyone.
A brand new day
I spent the rest of that night surrounded in my tears they came and random times and nothing could be done to stop them. I tried to go too bed but I couldn’t sleep any way. My body was on night shift mode. It would not crave sleep until after 9am in the morning. Emmet stayed up with me too moving silently with me from room to room as I walked around the house unable to settle down any where for longer then thirty minutes.

It wasn’t until four in the morning I noticed his arm get heavier over mine as we lay down on the bed together after I once again attempted to go to sleep. I did not like to see him sleeping as I slipped out from under his arm and looked down on him from an upright position. He was too still, to calm. A part of me almost reached out and shook him just to make sure his eyes would open that he would not be stuck like that forever. Instead I stood and watched him for a good twenty minutes listening to his deep breathing before moving on to Mia’s and then bobby’s doing the same thing.

“Esmee?” Booby said stirring rubbing sleep from his eyes as he sat up in his bed and squinted at me standing in the light of the door.

“It’s all right sweet heart, go back to sleep.” I whispered gently going closer to his bed and pulling the duvet cover back up over him and picking up his stuffed dinosaur off of the floor placing it in beside of him.

“Why where you watching me Esmee?” Bobby asked wrapping his arms around the dinosaur and closing his eyes again.

“I was just checking that you where OK my darling.” I soothed gently, smiling at his little face as he relaxed again and his breathing become deep.

I sat there for a long time after that in the corner of the room watching him sleep until I noticed the sun starting to shine around the corners of the curtains in the room signalling the start of a brand new day.