(Esmee) Kike gravity (Mi's side)

Like gravity

“my love for you Is given:

Oh do give yours to me

We’ll lock them up together,

And throw away the key”

Frederick Saunders

Emmet’s arms went slack around me causing me to fall away from him ever so slightly it was enough though. Enough though for me to almost scream at him to hold me again. Instead I yelped like a wounded puppy while trying to hold my self to him as close as I could.
“Is…Is she OK?” Emmet stuttered

“Emmet don’t hate me! Please don’t hate me! I did all I could all I was told to do. Emmet please.” I begged fearing his rejection would tare me into pieces. He loved Mi. He loved her even more then I did. He spent hours behind closed doors in meetings fighting for her trying to tell them what was right for her trying to convince them that are home would be a good place to keep her safe rather then the planed move to a long stay secure unit miles away from everything she new. Would he still love me if he new what I done to her.

“I don not hate you my love. I could never hate you. Nothing you could ever do or ever say will change how I feel about you. My love for you I can not describe. It is just given, like gravity. Emmet said pulling my body back up close to his and holding me to him tightly yet gently. Like the first time a mother holds her new baby.

“I hate me Emmet!” I yelled admitting the worse feeling that settled in the swirling mess of emotions in my chest I hated my self more then anything right then. Weather it was logical or not I felt like I had killed her that I could of and should of tried so much harder then that feeling led to a worse feeling one that my soul had not felt in a long long time. I had to contemplate my position in the world around me would it be better if I wasn’t here either?