Good enough (Emmet's side)

Good enough
“I don’t deserve your help.” Esmee mumbled “You shouldn’t have to.”

“The let me do it for me.” I said “I want to. I know it is selfish for me to be thinking of my self right now but it will make me feel better if I can at least physically make it better. I groaned sitting on the edge of the bed putting my head in my hands rubbing my eyes roughly to remove the tears that had gathered. It was only when I looked up again I saw Esmee was in the same position on the floor her body still her head in her hands her teeth clamped down on her bottom lip.

“Es.” I said gently moving across the room to her placing my hand on her knee.

“How can I possible be good enough for you? I love you so much My world was dark like I had never seen the sun or looked up at the stars in the sky and there was nothing but pain and hurt and then you where there just perfect and amazing and when you said you loved me it was like the sun rose for the first time and the stars exploded over the black and you showed me hope and taught me how to dream again. You brought me to life but Emmet I am Just Esmee just one person how can I possibly be good enough for you ? With all I put you though. I can see the hurt I have caused you and you never turn away from me, you have never left me yet I am still scared that you will turn away or disappear at any second. Your to good to be part of me.”

“You are one person in this world Esmee that Is true, but to me it is simple, you are the world. With out you there would be no Emmet that is why you are good enough I could not live in a world where you didn’t and you just have to trust me on that.”